it's been emotionally draining at work these few weeks.... not so much of what, who, when... but more on a personal side.... i am rendered speechless most of the time, when others "assume" that their action is in the best of my interest... which means i am not a good judge of my own ability? it's quite degrading too... as people think that i am in need of "sheilding" so I don't burn and collapse... don't really know what to say and how to say it... but truly, alienation is a bitter cup. Poeple say - hey, just be yourself and be happy - but then, what is being happy when it's all a show? that people act that all is well and in the process, being actors and actresses and not revealing the truth... indeed William Shakespear was right when he said "All the world's a stage, And all the men and women merely players"...
entah lah... but so demoralized lately... i could live with demoralization, but that being done by dear ones makes it too hard to bear....protecting, but in the end, destroying a trust.... i really don't understand the logic... more of these days to come... much much more.... just have to endure it i guess...
kalau ikutkan hati, mau ja p mencederakan sesuatu untuk kasi lepas stress - boleh ka?
it's been emotionally draining at work these few weeks.... not so much of what, who, when... but more on a personal side.... i am rendered speechless most of the time, when others "assume" that their action is in the best of my interest... which means i am not a good judge of my own ability? it's quite degrading too... as people think that i am in need of "sheilding" so I don't burn and collapse... don't really know what to say and how to say it... but truly, alienation is a bitter cup. Poeple say - hey, just be yourself and be happy - but then, what is being happy when it's all a show? that people act that all is well and in the process, being actors and actresses and not revealing the truth... indeed William Shakespear was right when he said "All the world's a stage, And all the men and women merely players"... entah lah... but so demoralized lately... i could live with demoralization, but that being done by dear ones makes it too hard to bear....protecting, but in the end, destroying a trust.... i really don't understand the logic... more of these days to come... much much more.... just have to endure it i guess... 
mari kita cederakan diri dengan p makan byk byk byk...kahkahakaa...nyum2 as i type this i am remembering the butter prawn at Topstpot DANG!!!
ReplyDeletehehhehe... that's not a conductive way - ada plak mencederakan diri sendiri... wakakakak... i want to... erm... got kah shooting arena here oh? Mun menembak target kali okay juak kan? :p
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