Friday, April 9, 2010

Lost Monkey

It's been ages since the last update.... and I have been so lost! I am still lost!... see that monkey? I'm as lost as he is... and if I had a tail, mine would be 100x knotted than his!

Sometimes, I wish time would stop. Let me catch my breath. Let me organize... my room... my drawers... my taxes... my bills... my LIFE! It's already mid April... and I have not achieved a single thing for this year!

How is one supposed to feel, when out of their heart that's full of compasion and love, one's parents bails one out yet again... and again... and again... mau marah jak rasa... wanna tell them "KEEP OFF MY LIFE!!!!" but actually, bila kaji selidik... it's more to embarrasement... and guilt... of having to susahkan them... whereas sepatutnya... the younger ones yang supposed to jaga them already...

I'm lost. So the very lost. How this??? HOW?????


Hey Monkey! - "1 Peter 5:7 - Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you."