One of the biggest change is in my career. I started on a new job at the end of last year, just when the economy took a dip. Whilst I am grateful for having a secure job during this time, the lack of things to do makes me question if it's worthwhile for the company to take me in, and most importantly, made me question my purpose and my self worth.
As part of my job, I keep track of my colleagues birthdays and I almost always will wish them verbally but sometimes, I will send notes via email when I see that the person is busy and have no time to entertain my horrible singing of the birthday song. Haha. Yesterday I did the same. And this colleague of mine was so busy that he did not have the time to acknowledge nor reply my email.
But today, this came in. And his words touched my heart so deep. To be appreciated for just being who you are, even at times a tad too cheerful, happy and bouncy for some (God knows if it's a reflection of the true turmoil inside of you). But really, sometimes, it's just worth it to push our own mood and feelings aside, so that our colleagues would always be happy and encouraged when they see us.
What touched me most were his word - may you be proud of the work you do, the person you are, and the difference you make.... ouch. Am I? Let's stop doubting ourselves, and just be.... ourselves.
