Feeling like a Lion

Rarely do I post 2 times a day, but been really frustrated since morning and need an outlet to vent! Feeling so much like a Lion!! Grrrrrr!!!! Not a dignified, graceful one at that!!


Blame it on the hormones!! There are some days every cycle - without fail, I'd feel like a Lion - no matter how "clean" your hair is, it's puffed up and soooo messy! No matter how nicely iron, nicely fit your outfit is, you still feel YUCKS, my sense of fashion is SO UGLY!!! No matter how polite your language is, you still succeed at saying something dumb and you go - GOSH, LION TO THE CORE!!!

Today is that day. ROARRRR!!!!

Camp site needed...

I know this will work better in FB - but well, since I'm not so much of a FB person, I'm posing the question here...

Anyone knows any camp site that's not too expensive, in OK-OK condition, has catering and fits about 180 pax?

Siar Beach Resort just let go of my bookings which I've made since February. Not blaming them fully - since I've not paid them deposit. But didn't I say the cheque was in process and I'd bank in the deposit by today???? Don't know if I should be mad at myself or at them.

It's been a roller coaster ride...

it's been emotionally draining at work these few weeks.... not so much of what, who, when... but more on a personal side.... i am rendered speechless most of the time, when others "assume" that their action is in the best of my interest... which means i am not a good judge of my own ability? it's quite degrading too... as people think that i am in need of "sheilding" so I don't burn and collapse... don't really know what to say and how to say it... but truly, alienation is a bitter cup. Poeple say - hey, just be yourself and be happy - but then, what is being happy when it's all a show? that people act that all is well and in the process, being actors and actresses and not revealing the truth... indeed William Shakespear was right when he said "All the world's a stage, And all the men and women merely players"... entah lah... but so demoralized lately... i could live with demoralization, but that being done by dear ones makes it too hard to bear....protecting, but in the end, destroying a trust.... i really don't understand the logic... more of these days to come... much much more.... just have to endure it i guess... kalau ikutkan hati, mau ja p mencederakan sesuatu untuk kasi lepas stress - boleh ka?

Law of the Society

Etiquette.


Wiki says this...

Etiquette is a code of behavior that delineates expectations for social behavior according to contemporary conventional norms within a society, social class, or group.

Okay, put all those akin to "which spoon / fork is correct to use?" issues aside, there's GOT TO BE a certain code of behaviour - be it written or not. Things like chewing with one's mouth close, not putting on one's music till it bothers other people around, not SHOUTING when one is supposed to be talking, covering the mouth when one coughs, drawing the line between being "cute" / "loveable" vs. professional in the office environment, etc... all these - there's gotta be a rule governing all these right? Right??


While I'm not the perfect etiqutte queen, I am on the verge of insanity over microdetails I know I need to close one eye to. It BUGS me, it REALLY does. God help me.